Am also wondering about jobs for next year. Contract runs out.
Jobs jobs jobs. Agh.
Gotta watch some Godard. Also gotta figure out how to pronounce French words.
Took German in high school and college. Wish I knew four or five languages fluently. I wish I knew Latin inside and out. I wish I knew Adorno. I wish I knew Wittgenstein, Kierkegaard, and Nietzsche better than I do.
I wish I wish. And there's only so much time. Emotion and intellect not seperated but our culture thinks so. Anti-intellectualism is strong. Emotional intelligence is not considered.
Sometimes I feel anti-intellectual. Systems building upon systems. Complexity upon complexity and for what?
Other times I am excited to get lost in systems.
In high school, Rancho High School North Las Vegas, I would go to the library every Saturday and "read" for 6 or 7 hours. A stack of books on science, philosophy, math. I did not retain the meanings. I just like…