it comes and goes

My lonliness keeps coming and going by the hour. Iron and Wine is either helping or prolonging the sadness. I am not really sure. I am having some very intense dreams. A big swirl of memories every hour or so. I miss the west quite a lot.

I think I may go to Poland or Prague at some point. I am really interested in Eastern Europe. I am also interested in Latin America. I guess I'll just have to see.

Jesus the Mexican Boy is playing in my office right now and I am looking at the mountain. I am carrying a lot of guilt around. I can't just ignore it or intellectualize it away.