Gonna keep this blog rolling. Keep the voices and lose my self.
That's what I want from art and life.
To lose myself.
To become less self-consciousness.
To experience experience.
I'm in Poland. Recently finished with Korea (but Korea will never be finished with me). I'm seeing parts of the world I never thought I would see. I get depressed and lonely. But it's all worth.
Just make me stronger and don't kill me thank-you very much!
Need to heat up my bones. Keep it cooking.
Maybe I will stay in Poland for a long time. Or maybe I will move to Russia next year. Or maybe I will move back to my childhood home (Ireland). Or maybe I will move back to North Carolina.
For now I've got a lot to explore in Poland and Eastern Europe.
Listening to a lot of gangster rap since I moved to the shit captial of Poland. It helps psychologically. It changes my gait. I tend to get overstimulated so music can zone me in.
Another reason art is vital for me: I need the mindfulness.